-somE things arE meanT tO bE kept as mEmories-

2006-09-10T02:17:00.000-07:00

sian.. school reopens tml, i havent gotten enough sleep. yawns.
lets talk bout friday, when i went fishing. haahs. i didnt catch fish at all~ haha, and i stood under the sun for 2h. now, ive got a new tan which seems to be darker on the right side. =) and there was this old man who caught a 1.7kg fish after waiting for like, 4h? biantai. he chopped the fish into two parts in order to fit the fish into his box. then the fish's blood was dripping onto the floor, and i was like, EEEW. totally gross.
and i went to the expo food fest on thurs with shernice. yum. haha, there was this fruit stick dipped in chocolate which cost $2, and we went back to buy it twice. =) and this time the snow ice stall didnt seem to have much business, we concluded that : 1) this time the stall was smaller so ppl cant spot it. 2) (main reason) there wasnt any shuai ge or mei nu selling it, only 3 ahbeis. lolx. we also shun bian drop by the booksale, and there were a few cute guys arranging books, =) heh heh.
yeah, so thats about it.=)

2006-09-05T13:24:00.000-07:00

*vomit blood* change this took me like 1h? and i clicked wrongly which caused me to lose everythg i did? then i lost all the links and stuff. yeah, that's why i have so little links than before. =.=

2006-09-05T11:26:00.000-07:00

hmm. ytd's news about the crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin, was real sad la. fancy dying like that: stung by a stingray in the chest and poof, ur dead. and now, almost everybody's msn nick has a turtle to remember him. =.= makes me feel like logging out of msn cos im seeing turtles everywhere. GAHH.
im really wondering how im gonna wake up tml in time to meet my friends. cos i just woke up at 11 oclock, 10.45 ytd. and im kinda like, meeting them at 8.30 tml? how can i ever drag myself out of the bed at about, let's see, 7am? it'd be a miracle if im not late tml.
all of a sudden i feel like eating kfc la. cos i just saw the kfc coupons leaflets and they're like, cheaper than usual and that zinger burger..aww! it's tempting me.. but yeah, forget it. cos the minimum price for them to deliver it to ur house is like, $12? and there's only my ah mah and i this early in the morning? plus, im just too lazy to make that stupid long trip down to somewhere near TM there, just for kfc meals. so i guess i'd just have to settle for my glass of chocolate milk, for now. i mean, u never know right? maybe i'll be having kfc for dinner, or i may go out later?
im kinda missing my guitar. yeah, and there's no guitar prac during hols and the first week when school reopens.
im starting to love my new haircut more and more with the passing minutes. haahs.

2006-09-04T11:22:00.000-07:00

woah.
i cut my hair~! yay. short in fact. =)
and e wound on my palm is still there. from rollerblading.
im goin tennis on wed. =)
fishing on fri. =)
doing hw today. and im slacking here. =)

2006-08-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

can i say that this blog's gonna be "dead" for a while? since there's so many tests going on, esspecially the coming week, with geog and history on the same day. and i know some are gonna say, what's the big deal la. =)
just ate macs, not bad, so im currently NOT feeling hungry. =) but 2hours later.. we'll see. heh heh heh.
gahh. im gonna do my maths and chinese gong han le larhx. sian. but i've decided to be a "hardworking" student. =) <--- we'll see bout that. =D
wahaha. so happy. my junior just commented that im cute and pretty! =DDD LOLX. * cant stop grinning* =) aiya. i know some must be thinking, " alicia, stop daydreaming le!" and that line would most prob come from ashley. yeah right. ok, fine la. =)
wahaha. im gonna have sweet dreams. =) i mean, later in the night.
and ya, 2D, RMB TO CHEER AND SCREAM FOR LIU AND ANNIA TML DURING ASSEMBLY FOR THE VIDEO IF U'ALL WANNA WIN! =)

2006-08-07T19:24:00.000-07:00

wahh. had a great night on last friday. =)
anw, tml's 2.4km run la. =.=
so not looking forward to it. gahh.
i had a great day of fun with golf today. hees. it was fun. =)

2006-07-31T19:20:00.000-07:00

GAHH.
i cant finish my hw!!!
stupid.
urgh.

anw, bout ytd e esplanade. yeah.
it was ok i guess. we had a last prac in front of e lift there. haha. but that prac was great. =)
n we put on make up!
haah. i was e 2nd guinea pig of our room.
had a tanned skin tone so she applied purple eyeshadow for me, while pink (urgh) for those with fairer skin tone. but it was nice. the make up. haha. well, better than last year's, according to some seniors.
upload the pics sometime. =)

2006-07-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

haiz. ive given up uploadin e photos. just go to my space n view them. =)
http://honestliar-alicia.spaces.msn.com/personalspace.aspx?_c01_blogpart=myspace&_c02_owner=1&_c=blogpart

2006-07-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

printed few copies of song chords. =)
eek. im dreading monday. esp the first recess. EEK.
gonna try out e esplanade de costume. EEE.
n deres e sci common test tat im tryin to squeeze some time to study.
but at least we're released early on monday. =)

2006-07-10T20:08:00.000-07:00

wahh. went to watch " RE-CYCLE" with yuenlam today. AH. well, it was frightening and the shocking part always comes when im gonna bite into the hotdog. =.=
well, e show starts at 2.10 and we reached at 2.05, bought tickets, went down to sneak food in. went into the cinema at 2.30, and the show just started. PRO rite. haha.
it was actually quite touching in the end la. at least that's wad i tink. =) the part when the lady found out that the little girl who helped her, was her aborted baby 8 yrs ago.

going to watch "pirates of the caribbean" with them on thurs. =) ORLANDO BLOOM. johnny deep. =)

2006-07-06T21:48:00.000-07:00

i heard him play one of my favourite songs on his guitar today. he saw me.

2006-07-02T12:58:00.000-07:00

gahh.. my butt hurts. cos i fell in the toilet ytd after bathing. =.= yeah. i noe its dumb, to fall down in ur own toilet. esp when ur 14 and not 4yrs old. =.=
oh ya.. went to watch she's the man at orchard with guitar de, on friday. =) its so nice! yeah, n i noe i lag la. out so long le then go watch. haha. tat Duke guy so damn HOT la. =) haha. then 12 of us went to take neoprints. =) its always fun going out with guitar de. =) n we smuggled lunch into e cinema.=) after tat, me waiping xinlin yannis charmaine went to visit kuanren. =) well, she missed out in all e action cos she's sick. n so we decided to pay her a visit. how sweet of us. =) we bought her BANANAS! cos she likes them.
haiz. tml doing ACC proj..=.=
dun even noe tml got sec2 guitar outing anot. ppl, be more enthu! plus its jasmine de bday! =)

2006-06-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

OOOHH YES. i had a fantastic week! =)
e CAMP. im still having MUSCLE ACHE! but it felt GOOD. oh yeah~ [ u guys r gonna tink im some kind of sicko.] i mean, i ran ard e whole school like some kind of mad woman and had to carry the breakfast. =.= not to mention, up the hill n chang cheng. PHEW. n water bombs. haha. everyone aimed it at xinlin la. haha. waiping n i poured buckets of water at kuanren though. HAHA. and sorry scouts. we wet ur areas. =)
2nd day: cheryl, u ARE gross. u grabbed a handful of mealworms n threw it at e ground! I HAD TO PICK THEM UP LEHX!
and i wore a white mask walking alone in school, late in the night. sorry npcc girls. i scared a few. OOPS. =)
and the 4 of us : kr, xl, wp n me, ate WATERMELON at junior block de 4th level's water cooler. hey. tat was our LUNCH. [while others were havin prac at guitar room] kr n wp used a CAN OPENER to cut [or shud i say, scrape n open it like a durian?] the whole thg up. IT WAS FUN! we had a whooping great time eating it at e water cooler [1/4 of it each =) ] and we were CAUGHT IN ACTION with the watermelon juice DRIPPING DOWN OUR CHINS , by the janitor. HAHA. =) TAT was fun. cherine had us captured on camera. =)
3rd day: packing day! we threw the mattress DOWN e building cos it was too heavy to carry down the stairs. =) GUITAR PPL KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN AND MAKE WORK EASIER FOR OURSELVES, u see. =) and we ate oranges at e water cooler again! haha. only there was more ppl tis time. =) and i shared a taxi with waiping home. =) and she smsed me saying tat i didnt close the car boot properly, so e driver had to get out at traffic light to close it. poor him. =)
and, HOME SWEET HOME. =)

today: went Haagen Dazs with kuanren xinlin waiping. with geraldine late! we had $40 voucher as a treat for e camp com. =) we even took photos of the ice cream! how sweet. we kop each other's ice cream =) went to take neoprints tgt after tat. [ geraldine paid lehx! so sweet. =) ] well, we had funny photos. esp e ones tat kuanren decorated. haha.

hmm. a lot of hw left undone. =( but i'll finish them! =)

2006-06-08T11:07:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today's a good day. cos, for once since hols started, im not going out today. except to my aunt's hse. =) slacking day. yay. went swimming ytd with venecia, n we caught a movie tgt. THE OMEN. FIRST time. it was e first time i SCREAMED in a cinema. but anw, it wasnt embarrassing. cos alot of ppl were screaming too. i mean, i didnt scream becos it was gory or horrifying. but becos of SHOCK. as in sumthg UNexpected just happened n a person's natural instinct would be, scream. yeah. haahs. but it was not bad. n there was this guy sitting beside me. vene said he look ABC n CUTE. but i didnt get to see his face. or rather, not so interested, cos he did turn his face towards my view a few times. frm sideways, i only saw his nose. haahs. it was sorta round. cute. =) did i mention tat i was e first person from 2d who actaully went to her hse? we went to vene's hse after swim n breakfast[ at mac's] n i changed into her Op skirt, which was a bit loose n hung onto my hips but stil, a tug could get it down, cos i wasnt 'presentable' enough in my school shorts. who knows mahx. i tot swim n breakfast tats all. so i was kinda dressed down for a show. hahas.

now, for e last few days, i've been going out. went to kuanren's hse with geraldine, xinlin on tues. her youngest bro grew more adorable n chubbier since e last time i saw him, which was like a week or so? grow so fast. had guitar on monday, then i went lunch[yoshinoya] with seniors. i was e only junior there can? hahas. then we went geraldine's hse. been going her hse for quite ALOT of times. then we found out tat xinhua had muscle cramp till she cant walk tats why she didnt come for prac. hope she gets well soon. =) went waiping's hse in pasir ris on saturday. n there was this cool "antworks" thing in her hse. her bros caught ants n put them in it [gelatin.chemical with ants food] so tat u can observe ants' movement. so cool. =) n her hse is so bright n clean. n her bros got alot of insects to show us. there was a ball in her hse, n so, as usual, kuanren played with it. n no matter how hard xinlin tried, she just couldnt get e ball, which got me n geraldine laughing. haahs. n i can see MY hse from waiping's living room! imagine pasir ris n tampines, n wads more is tat i can see it from her living room. =) haahs. happy hols for me. =)

GUITAR CAMP'S COMING! whoohoo! =))
so looking forward to it. yeah. =)

and PAUL TWOHILL for singapore idol! =)

time passes too quickly and there's no such thing as turning back the clock. enjoy the precious moments that one has and keep them as beautiful memories that one can look back and give a smile.=) i've been there and done it. hopefully, you too.

2006-05-30T20:59:00.000-07:00

hmm.. hols. ahh. im missing all my frens le.. i miss not getting a hit on e shoulder or back from anna. goin down for assembly with prissy and e other girls. recess with venecia and others. ashley not reminding me how many times she'd seen me eating e same bread. venecia n my buying morning breakfast routine. e bus 17. sheeshee calling me ali baba. massaging emma's neck. christopher n i arguing bout pink colour. saying hi to samuel terie n jess every morning. lots more can. =)
anw, all these r replaced by me goin out everyday recently. went to e expo food fair on sunday n monday. ATE SO MUCH. =) sunday was with aunts n cousins. venecia smsed me tat she was dere n i called her. kena she at e same place as me. =) then i was like flinging my arms n jumping shouting her name. haahs..=) then my couz all say they duno me. =.=" went dere again on monday with shernice. it was less crowded and we went airport after tat. for wad? for fun. siao. =)
then today met up with guitar seniors. discuss stuff again. end up telling ghost stories at geraldine's hse. i tink xinhua n waiping r pros at it la. but kuanren n xinlin was a little bit sick. one down with flu the other a sore throat. poor thg. then kr say geraldine's bro look like bae yong jun. HAHA la. but he DOES look a bit like la.wanling left early n missed out on e fun we had. =D
hmm. i was actually supp to go for a morning jog with shernice today. but when i was still v tired when i woke up, luckily, she too. so we say change to evening jog. but due to my fault cos everythg ended late, so we changed to morning jog AGAIN. LMAO. so i better sleep early tonight lest i cant wake up tml. =) Zzz..
tml got guitar. 3rd week got guitar camp. WOOHOO!

2006-05-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

wahh. june hols coming soon. so happy. =) lalas. tink i going siao le. =) wah seh, today got e chn society thg. then i missed my juniors' prac AGAIN. sry worhx. totally forgot bout e chn society thg can. then we rush like siao. then turn out we're e first to reach. waited for 1h before other school de reach can. so slow...=.= they changed e venue we also dunno, then stood waiting at e usual place like idiots. =.= before we went to G.O and asked e tchers dere.
going home tat time,we walked with those temasek sec de, and saw tis ENORMOUS dog barkin la. then jiayu screamed la. luckily senior was with her. in e middle of e road, then we saw car coming, told her, she heard as e DOG comin. then scream again. wahh. i tink e temasek de got quite a scare n teased her bout it. sarcastically la. =.^
went for dinner then go home. tired seh. feel like sleepin. *yawns*
tml sports heat. =) good luck to those participating.
and bon voyage, those goin e china immersion prog. =)
and megan, stop laughin at me. taiti and cheat. =)

addicted to smiles. missed all of u. =)

2006-05-16T19:39:00.000-07:00

SUCKK. wah lau results so bu li xiang. =(
and deres stil so many projects. HAIX.
BBQ on saturday. 6.9 de. hope i can make it, if we can complete e proj by then. =) im positive.

wow. one thg i rmb ytd was when kuanren came to my class. wah. so totally touched. she actually gave me a present. =) and she gave me lots of lollipops. cos i LIKE them. THX. =) seriously starting to tink she's getting nicer. not tat she isnt nice. just tat i LIKE to 'irritate' her. ONLY tis senior. haahs. =)and she doesnt mind. well, i guess. =D

wah. deres tis vjc guitar concert on fri. hmms..

2006-05-12T20:16:00.000-07:00

wow. went out with venecia today. whole day, well, almost, morning to 6+. =D we went from pasir ris all e way to BOON LAY. just to watch movie and have lunch. bleahx. POSEIDON---we watched tat. not a bad show, only a little saddistic la. =x we siao one. went e supermart intendin to buy chips to smuggle in cinema, but ended up buying SUSHI *yum*. then we went up, saw e food court and bought FAN CHOY. how silly can one get? haahs. and we stuffed e fan choy into my bag cos its so big. and sushi in vene's bag. then we bought nacho combo and popcorns. PRO. eat so much. i finished all my sushi even before e movie start la. so many commercials and advertisements. then we got so embarrassed when we ate e fan choy. =)
after movie, we shopped around e mall. went perlini's silver to look for gifts for mummy.but didnt find anithg suitable. then we took mrt to bedok to go parkway. PRO. then saw tis necklace at tat perlini's silver and bought it. borrowed $ frm vene cos not enuf. sharin it with my bro. =)
we went to ice lemon tea to buy vene's ***[ guess it. 3alphas] haha. then went giant, bought muffins to eat. PIG.

thx emma n annia. for e bouquet of LOLLIPOPS. i love it. love ya. =) so touched when u said u took 2-3 h to wrap it. late in e night. =D
jemimah thx for e bear.=) miss u too.
venecia thx for e many small presents which adds up to alot. n tat creative card.=) n $15. haahs.
n others who gave me presents. =)

tml goin with family to celebrate early. cos bday mother's day, so places v crowded, so go tml lest sunday cant find places. =) im contented i guess. =)

it takes two hands to clap. think about it.=)

2006-04-28T16:16:00.000-07:00

wah. so freaked n grossed out. alighted e bus n was walking up e stairs besides e bus stop, into e park which connectes to my hse, i saw a guy duno urinating or ejaculating la. no diff de. cos it's equally disgusting. in a PARK lehx. sickk. i had a FULL VIEW of THAT thing la. ER XIN. later kena sore eyes arhx. pollute my innocent eyes. BLEAHX. then i went home and spent one hour bathing. =)

haiz. talking bout today's paper. it both sucked as much. eng, e questions either one mark or 2marks only. then summary... forget it. HCL. ARGH. i didnt do one qn. left blank. 2 marks gone. nvm. but e 3rd compre de last qn, 8 MARKS seh. AWW.... not enough time. haiz. bad day.

so many wanna go VJC open house tml. haahs. so many ask me go tgt. lolx. but no thx la. not interested in IP. anw, i doubt i can make it la. even if go IP, i oso go TJC de. their guitar ensemble dere, one word, SUPERB. it's good. tat time, my bro go back TJC take his award for his A levels, e guitar ensemble performed. wah. GREAT seh. sumore seniors were tellin us to purchase tickets for their concert. HEH. HEH. HEH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON CHIA =D

prissy's getting HORNY and so HIGH.

let me go.

2006-04-27T18:22:00.000-07:00

wah. both hcl and eng paper one are finally over. shuang~. but tml's e paper2. wah. now mugging like siao. =.= so exhausted. went airport with siyun ashley yuenlam jesslin. go dere "study" but only me n siyun studied. good kids. haah. sian. duno y on e bus ride home, yuenlam n i keep laughin. well, i guess i need to relieve stress sumtimes. =D
then yl say e PAP flags look like funeral ones, then i told her no. funeral ones r like those wu long wu shi de flag, flowy de. then she started laughing n sayin tat i say when ppl die, there will be wu long wu shi to celebrate. =.= then i started laughing too. for no apparent reason. cos she looked funny when she laugh. tats y i laugh AT her. wahahax. jkjk.
well, at BK, we saw this 3 ppl. at first me n yuenlam both thought all guys. then siyun n jesslin started saying tat no, its one girl 2 guys. anw, tat "girl" looked very alike to a guy. e hairstyle damn boy la. then we all started laughing. LAUGH. well, we were so noisy at BK. laughin n talkin. haiz, exams comin, so its better to laugh out loud than to bottle everythg up inside. its unhealthy.
let's just wish everyone good luck n all e best for tml bahx. =D

it's been long since i last laughed. i enjoy being happy and cheerful. i do. cheerful company does brighten up one's day and leave one feeling energetic, and distracts me from saddening thoughts.
why should i even bother? i don't care, anymore, i'm happy just the way i am now, do i?
[who will hear my cries?]

2006-04-13T20:42:00.000-07:00

aww. im so gonna miss guitar seh. last prac today [i supp]. then one of my favourite seniors nvr come. she SICK. =( anw, hope she gets well soon. =) duno why, but dun like e feeling of lost when e seniors r gonna graduate or even step down. feel sad. we feel so close to them, ill miss them if tat day comes. n i've yet to do somethg. =D hehehee..

owells, since jiayu wants an apology, so here goes. SORRY, n for another thg, im willing to patch up. =) so its up to u now. i said my piece. =D

wah! they goin movies again la. i cant go again. tat time overseas, now cos got sumthg on. AIYO... nvm, theres always another time. maybe will meet or bump into them tml. =)

my rainbow lollipop. how. i can't hold on much longer.

2006-04-08T14:29:00.000-07:00

yay. found tis skin. but sadly, its not LOLLIPOPS. but anw, its ok. =)

2006-04-08T13:00:00.000-07:00

wah. had CIP hour ytd. not bad larhx, talking with e ahmahs n ahgongs. =D
they seem quite bubbly n cheerful even at their age. then they kept talking to me in hokkien. even though i understand wad they're sayin, but duno how say back in return. =p
nearly got caught by mr chua when i went to return e flask to staff room. phew. luckily he was reprimanding another person, then nvr see me.

a relationship or friendship that has soured, has soured. the smile can never be the same again.

2006-04-01T00:43:00.000-08:00

oh man. it's APRIL FOOL today. yea~
we actually managed to trick xiquan! wahahax...
just came back frm project. n its like, pouring now?
wow. ytd came home tat time frm sch, there was so many lightning la. i tink every 2sec once. pro. but it was magnificent. it looks v interesting. somemore there wasnt any rain or thunder. just lightning. how cool. =)
hmm.. i've been busy. n i didnt blog bout my hol trip. aww.. nvm.
and i dun have any ideas for e upcoming board competition. help~~~! wad kind of crappy theme they give. "kindness to environment week"...-.-"

2006-03-13T08:18:00.000-08:00

hmm..
got back CA results on fri. quite contented with it but it's still not very good. ill JIAYOU on my studies. =D
i bought a kind of duno-wad-you-call-it thg for my grandma. it's for frying beehoon. HEES. i bought tat for her so tat she can fry more beehoon for me. =D LOLS.
went to celebrate my grandma's bday with aunts and uncles and cousins. well, i ate till i feel like sleeping larhx. they serve the food serve so slow. we took around 1.5hours to finish eating larhx. or was it 2hours? cant rmb.only rmb i keep going toilet cos i keep drinking the tea.
then my parents and i went orchard. we bought a stainless steel pan from robinsons. shud be stainless steel bahx--all silvery. then i kept "zhao jing zi"--using e pan. admiring my highligted blue fringe. well, of cos i DIDNT dye it. it can be washed off la.=D
well, ill be leaving hse at 11.45am later. flight at 2 i tink. wadeva la.
yonhghui and ashley, i've blogged!
oh ya. nearly forgot. HAPPY BDAE CHERINE!

2006-03-08T17:14:00.000-08:00

wah. i found a lollipop in my pencil case ytd. duno who's. but i ate it anw. cant help it, e temptation was too great. =D
tml sci test.. havent learn lehx. =p
4more days and ill be flying off. =) miss me worhx.
wanna go watch big momma's house 2.
grandma's bday on sunday.(day before i fly) wonder what to get for her.. any suggestions?
eating lollipop now, wonder if ill get diabetics.. but doc says low sugar lehx. so shud be ok bahx.
i havent done chn compo YET.
lit poem, i guess tml bahx.
lit themes essay...later bahx.
tis post is so random and crappy larhx.
so sian.
wanna change e blogskin.

be my escape.
i WANNA smile bright and cheerful. can bahx. after a bottle of chicken essence. yea~
[honestliar]*rawkx. =D

2006-03-03T18:16:00.000-08:00

aw man. throbbing headache. went to see a doctor and missed GUITAR. and realised tat today's e last lesson of this term. ...-.-" and, hey, yonghui, iM updating. =D
doc gave me 2 days mc. no use lehx. cos tml im stil going to support jiayu. and theres pw. sian~~~
we're on chapt 6 for science. bet the guys are gonna pass with flying colours for the upcoming sci CT. lols. hees.

2006-02-28T03:29:00.000-08:00

i need to SLEEP. so much been going on recently.

2006-02-14T01:54:00.000-08:00

[LOLLIPOPS.] yay. it's VALENTINE's day today! prissy so nice, gave me one box of chocolates. =] had a taste of e joy in giving n receiving. it's a nice warm fuzzy feeling. n thanks for the presents( those hu gave me). =]

n y's sumone spammin on MY blog?! i've made NO enemies kaex. maybe its just a stupid idiot hu went to a WRONG blog n started spamming. e person better get a pair of specs larhx. if eyesight not good, then stop spamming. why not put YOUR name dere if u DARE. n dun try to use my frens names. tats SO cowardy larhx.GAN ZUO GAN DANG larhx. n dun use FUCK on my blog. deres no meaning to e word if u were to put a "." in btween e word.

2006-02-01T04:09:00.000-08:00

wah... so long nvr blog le. had a weird dream ytd. heck it. sabo me today cant concentrate in class. hmph. stupid dream.
btw, YONGHUI if ur reading tis, take note tat theres a 6.9 gathering at mrs fong's hse tis comin saturday[ 4feb] will be meetin out for lunch n going tgt. give any of us a ring if ur interested k?

2005-12-30T11:38:00.000-08:00

hmmm. havent been blogging for some time. been busy larhx. anw, i've been helping out at my grandparents shop. i've been FIXING BICYCLES. im so pro. [thick skin] n someone actually BOUGHT e bike i fixed. YAY! n i've been playin basketball [well, just shootin it into e net. doubt will grow taller. humphs] n badminton. but no jogging. i gained weight. [3kg, omgosh!] i had a fun time during christmas. and wad else? i HAVEN'T complete my hw. HEES. SLACKER me. [ chinese only larhx.] i had alot of guitar practices [ but not as much as concert band bahx.] i went back to school ytd to do gifts for new batch of sec ones till my hands ache. we had ice-cream tgt. n i think poor geraldine was late for her orientation thg. kuanren too was late for sumthg we didnt know. n i was starving for dinner when i came home ytd night/evening. n jiayu came back ytd frm her trip. kailiang told me he had received a scholarship [>.<] tis morning, when i JUST woke up.
n it's gonna be a hard year ahead.

everyone jiayous! =D

2005-11-28T11:12:00.000-08:00

hmm. came back frm malaysia ytd. had a great time dere. too bad bro couldnt go[army]>.<
n bout e fishin trip on thurs at east coast. didnt catch a single one[ME]. then e uncle beside me said it's because of my hook. he said e fishes over there only like e hooks which one uncle sell. so he pointed tat uncle to me larhx. so i went and buy. [wah.fishes so picky one arhx.] then my dad helped me change e hooks n i tried again. n e uncle who sold me e hooks came over n taught me e techniques of catching fishes. so e showed me n told me to watch closely. but he also nvr catch any! [n he blamed it on e fishes. say no fish now. >.< cant catch then blame on fishes...-.-"] managed to 'catch' a fish aft like, 1h? i was so excited tat i was jumping n e fish dropped back to e sea.-.-" haiz. n i got so tanned under e sun. which caused my skin to pain e next day. wanna go fishing again_.

broken promises-i wont ever trust u again_.LIAR

2005-11-21T17:17:00.000-08:00

hmm. i had a fun day ytd. went pulau ubin with mum n dad. saw my third aunt(dad's side) n her family there. then went to rent bicycles. n we toured almost e whole place. well, we were cycling up this steep slope( owells, me only cos parents cant make it, so they pushed e bikes. wahahax) n i was huffing n puffing cos damn steep. n there was tis guy cycling up past me like it was a piece of cake to him. felt like punching him at tat moment but of cos not larhx. if not i'll be goin backwards down e slope. but i must admit he's good. damn good. =D
anw, going there with my dad sometime again to fish. =)

2005-11-20T12:21:00.000-08:00

JESSE MCARTNEY!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRISSY. lalalas.

dun bother me. in no mood.

2005-11-18T16:31:00.000-08:00

whoosh-
took tis skin from blogskins. n CHANGED everithg. even e pic. wahahahax... took me arnd 2 hours to finish it. YAY! n i saw a no. of skins ziyan created. hmm.. not bad.

2005-11-18T12:23:00.000-08:00

forgot to add in just now. Relient K(a band) plays great songs. =) esp e Be My Escape.

2005-11-18T12:07:00.000-08:00

just came back from guitar prac. 2hours. starting of december will be joining e seniors for practices. 6hours each session. it kills. arghs. been practising guitar ALOT recently. practised it for 4hours ytd n e before ytd(2hours lesson + self-practising 2h again). having a 'performance' nxt friday. at Lionshome( i guess tats how its spelt), an old folk's home. if im not wrong, it SHOULD be an old folk's home. sec ones playing 2 songs for them. seniors? not sure.
practise till skin peel. well, it SHOULD hurt. but nope, it doesnt. pain until u cant feel e pain anymore. sumthg like feeling hungry for quite some time till ur stomach's numb by hunger tat u dun even feel hungry. tats a sick theory. >.<
walked down e hill with xinhua n waiping after prac on wed, n we saw a few dogs running about. well, we saw a small cute dog among e few big ones. wah. e cute dog looked like a TEDDY BEAR. makes u wanna cuddle it. hees.
n walked down with mavis(unique name horx), waiping n xinhua today. we saw a number of CATS under cars. some looked new-borned. so small. then xinhua started talking bout animals at her relatives house in china.
started on my cross-stitch ytd. had nth to do in e evening, so might as well do some cross-stitching. i've got a head completed. yet to start on e guy's head, e drink, table, bodies, chairs, etc.
just changed e songs on e blog few days ago. no time to change e skin. do tat when i have time.

the first scar is the deepest*

2005-11-14T14:34:00.000-08:00

arghs. was playing e guitar n felt pain at my left hand's fingertips. found tat my skin peel [po4 pi2] heck. n e skin arnd dere look so raw. eew.
went to read tat chn bk i borrowed frm library n i dun understand wad its writing about. haiz. so decided to blog.
owells. been feeling kinda down these few days.

with a smile i hide it all. things are not wad they seem to be. i need a break*

2005-11-11T15:51:00.000-08:00

im BORED.

2005-11-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

whee~ ytd's bbq was erms, fun with a hint of diao-dedness..-.-" well, i met ziyan at mrt station, around 1330. then we called pearline to see when she n her 'gang' reaching. n she said around 1630 like tat. meaning if me n ziyan were to go at 1330, we'd be e only girls dere. so we went up to e simei mrt station near e escalator dere, to 'stone' n listen to her mp3 n play hp games.-.-" till she suggested to count up to 100 ppl wearing red tops then we go. lame rite? but we did tat anw. thereafter, i suggested to go pasir ris park cycle or blade--we cant keep standing dere rite?[but saw a few shuai guys larhx XD]. so we took mrt then take bus 21[one stop only -.-"]. reach there, we rented mountain bikes each. i pity our bags seh. e wheels of e bikes are like, so muddy? somemore ours r slingbags. so e bags keep touching e wheels when we cycle. in e end, we resorted to e 'nerd' method.
cycle cycle till around 1620, return e bikes. then we call yinrong to get someone out of e chalet. but he said they're playing football at e park de field. n we had to walk back to e park AGAIN. saw pearline on e way dere. she looked 'ah-lian'. well, it served as a compliment. cos i referring to those chio bu gang leaders. hahax.
when we reached, some r playin soccer n ashley, graces, elaine, cheryl, sophia, roseline, jason were at e beach playin. sophia cut fringe.[:O]
soon, we went to e chalet larhx. deres two rooms, well yida rented two i supp. anw e chalet sian larhx. then went down bbq. aft eatin, a small grp of us were like, wanna play soccer? which was....-.-"[such a small area]
so went to e park de field. we walked on e grass which was wet. n i had my slippers on. when we're about to reach e pavement, e grass seems to get taller n it was damn muddy lorx. i 'lost' one of my slippers in e grass cos stuck in e mud. -.-! then walked barefooted back to get it. in e end, use waterbottle de water to rinse e mud off. aft all tat trouble, they say go back chalet wash feet n dun play le. i mean wtf lorx. so went back chalet wash feet larhx. me n ashley went into e toilet n took turns washing our feets. anw, he was nice larhx, cos i took a longer time washing n he waited. since dere was no cloth or rags on e floor, we made e floor wet. well, it wasnt on purpose.[=P] n it was my first time seein a guy[ other than my dad larhx] using e cloth to wipe e floor dry can. not even my bro does tat lorx. well, i could say i was surprised with david then. =)
so we went to e other room n watched them play xbox. n left around 9plus. ziyan's dad drove me n elaine back home[so nice of him horx].
anw, all e best to ziyan's performance on choral night today. [her 'sumthg in my tummy thg'] -.-" but she's quite gd at it i guess.
n russell actually rmb/recognised me tat day when i called out to him at tanah merah mrt station. [:O]
well, it was nice seein them again.n e bond was still dere. e guys all seemed to have break voice le worhx.

trust is a fragile thing. it doesnt just break; it shatters.*

2005-11-03T12:46:00.000-08:00

didnt manage to go library n movies with jiayu ytd. no mood for movies larhx. duno y. more interested in sports now. so me n shernice went badminton--sianed! so she say go jog. but i say cant cos wearin slippers mahx. but since she's wearin sandals, i told her to jog then i walk--she jog a few steps then stop le -.-" so we 'played' a while at e park de fitness corner--tryin to do e pull-up (but arms no strength cant). then throat vv thirsty so i suggested for dessert. n she said go 201 dere eat larhx. so we bought ice-pop frm one provision shop n walked dere under e scorching sun. i had ice-kachang(which was unusual cos i normally take honeydew sago, but since they dun sell tat, i'll just have to settle for tat) n shernice had milky mango ice( or sumthg like tat i tink). aft tat we had hokkien mee! cos she was hungry n i was craving for hokkien mee. so bought one plate each. on e way back to e park, we saw a lot of playgrounds. n guess wad? we went to play at e playgrounds! suddenly felt as though i was 5 again--playin at e playground, going crazy n happy seeing a see-saw. so we went frm one playground to another. play play play like siao like tat. (i guess shernice's e only one who's willing to pei wo yi qi 'feng'.) =p
so we went back to e park to sit on e swings. then we talked--found out tat e both of us r envious of our bros. her bro going HAVARD UNI lorx--he was given a choice of Yales or Harvard lorx!! so pro ritex? then went to our blocks downstairs de patch of grass--between blocks A n G de-- dere play badminton.
come back tat time found my bro had company. his fren larhx. so TANNED lorx. pro-ded. haiz. my mum say both of them went sun tanning e day before. a little wonder why my bro isnt as tanned as his fren ar. >.?

let's talk bout tis morning. went down for breakfast wiv mum n bro larhx. n i saw kailiang n his family. he said tat i look like a freak! do i really look like a freak when i dun tie hair--too lazy--? anw, he doesnt look any much better than me. hees. =p yarx well, he smsed me when he's like, sittin at e table behind mine?!* rolls eyes* n found out tat he's going for e bbq on sunday too.(deres tis gathering for 'lao' peng you tis sunday--but with 5 rafflesians? i dun tink so. o.O) anw i going with ziyan larhx-- meeting her aft her church.
n i made a new pair of specs today. RED colour. o.O need to take 6 days for it to be done. tis is e first pair of specs i made tat needs to take such a long time. n my degrees got jian shao lehx. my current specs is 475(both eyes), contact lens is 500(each eye) --cos got shan guang so must make shen1 yi dian, now tis specs tat i making is 450 n 475--at least GOT jian shao degree( not bad).

i dun wanna be just another ordinary soul out dere.. i wanna make a difference.. *=)

2005-10-31T21:31:00.000-08:00

oh my.. kena de flu bug. feel so sick. all becos of it i cant go out today. if not could have went jogging or play squash or rollerbladed with shernice. aiyo... anw, gonna get her as my jogging companion during hols. n maybe try swimming with jiayu. got stuck at home today, doing housework--im so guai =D

2005-10-28T15:55:00.000-07:00

second post of e day.. diao-d...
jus post to say tat : i just realised tat i have a SERIOUS ADDICTION to LOLLIPOPS. -.-"

2005-10-28T15:50:00.000-07:00

long time nvr blog le. 4 days, owells. had spring cleaning in class today.quite a few ppl kena burns--thinner. i tried jiayu's 'method' of shaking e bottle so tat e thinner doesnt spill onto you or wadsoever. n e thinner 'bu xiao xin' spill onto my hand. then i rush to toilet to wash my hand under running water. found sheena splashing water into her shirt, cos i tink cherine threw a cloth with thinner at her. hahax. she said tat she felt hot all over. hahax again. had a fire drill halfway during e spring cleaning. standing under e scorching sun, waiting for e teachers to take attendance--can die/ suffer frm heatstroke ar. so HOT. envy prissy for being short--only under some circumstances,eg.today. wahahax--suan ta. she squatted down to get some shade from jiayu n my shadows--smart horx.n prissy kept taking yihao's pic in class. she 'force' me to call him so tat he'll turn back n stop talkin to eugene then she can take his pic. n i had to call yihao: 'haohao' cos he didnt respond when i called him yihao. to tink tat he actually turned back when i called him tat--haohao. -.-"
i threw thumbtacks into e paper recycle bin. cos tat eugene kept nagging at me to take e thumbtacks out frm e tcher's locker. say wad welfare de welfare de. initially only threw those rusty ones but ended up throwin everythg. hees. =D
tot i'll have a chance to take a look at how jiayu's girlfriend look like today. but no. cos she say she doesnt want her to come le--airport to send her off.
wahx. today last day of school le--sadd. i'll miss e 1D classroom n everythg there. just when e classroom n friends felt like home n siblings, we had to move n change to another classroom.

rain pouring down outside my window. nvr felt so empty before..

2005-10-24T15:34:00.000-07:00

sianed... read a horrible book yesterday. full of grammar, tenses and spelling mistakes. had a headache aft reading it. haiz. had pics of lollipops down*scroll down*. like e one with e musical notes. =D

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2005-10-21T16:46:00.000-07:00

had lunch with jiayu today. we visited a pet shop which has a fish that somewhat resembles her. e uncle say its xue3 ying1 wu3. well, by coincidence, we saw a pair of fish of that breed kissing! it was my first time ever to see fishes kiss. it was so...amazing and new to me. well it kissed non-stop n there was a scene of a 'third-party', which was interesting. in the shop, we saw a goldfish in the tank with a red arowana. the uncle said that the goldfish is the arowana's meal. so ke lian. pity it, it was trying so hard to swim around the tank for its dear life.

i had thought of the chance of maybe seeing someone at the shop, but no.

2005-10-20T18:37:00.000-07:00

wore specs to school today. cos my fringe was irritating my eyes, makin it red n itchy. so had to wear specs. i thought it was some kind of eye infection thing tat led me into believin tat i was goin blind -.-". it felt weird wearin specs to school. i mean... it was just plain weird. n yihao said i look like a librarian. which was supposedly meant as an insult or compliment? n he said i look OLDER. got back science today. it kind of dissappointed me. n i flunked it-- as in didnt meet my expectations.
i tried out different specs today, as in friends' specs. so to see wad kind of colour looks better. prissy said i look better without any specs n tat i look like a total nerd in my specs, which i totally agree with, considering e fact that my specs dont even suit me at all.
had lunch aft school wiv jiayu n prissy. jiayu n i were totally grossed out by prissy. she was saying that my bowl of noodles look like e puke then shit, which made both of us lose our appetites. n jiayu even went to e toilet to vomit. n prissy even mixed my ice lemon tea with e soup n little bit of milo together, into one of e cans. which we bluff jiayu that we dripped a little of that mixture into her drink while she was in e toilet. n she almost spitted her mouthful of drink out. well, jiayu was quite a sight.
walked down e hill together n near e main entrance there, we saw a gang of guys hauling a guy up on their shoulders. initially, jiayu thought that e group of guys was so kind, carrying their friend to a place to rest cos she thought e guy was injured or something. n prissy thought it was some kind of cca training. but we were all WRONG. they were so cruel! they carried e guy n slammed his crotch right straight into e lamp post. OUCH! n e lamp post was still vibrating aft e impact lorx. if such a sturdy object such as a lamp post would vibrate so loudly after something knocked against it, it must mean that e impact was quite big right-- means they slam v hard larhx. n it was just beside e security 'place' lorx. all e security guard said was, u want to damage all e school property ar? diaoded lorx.

2005-10-17T11:46:00.000-07:00

im at jiayu hse now, usin her comp. her fonts r sooo small. i need to squint to see e words. tink i havin eye problems. sittin hunched, n squintin at e screen, i look like a nerd! n she's changin behind me as i blog. wahahax... you dian qi guai.. someone changin behind u when ur bloggin. little bit er3 xin1. dots. n shes playin Mayday's songs on e comp. her toilet creeps me out seh. havin e feel tat someone's lookin at u when ur ahem-ing. well, goin for lunch soon. she just sprayed some mosquitoe repellant on me. smells nice. but i feel v wet now. hahax. shall jus stop here.

jus discovered tat her comp time is an hour earlier..-.-"
n i saw her sewin. not bad mahx.. flowers.

2005-10-15T19:13:00.000-07:00

i felt totally refreshed in e mornin seh. went joggin. n my spirits were lifted high. well, at least i felt happy when i jogged. then went out for breakfast. n came home hurriedly cos jiayu n venecia coming my house--watch vcd. according to jiayu, venecia fan4hua1chi1 when she saw my bro. wahahax.
aniwaex, they had lunch at my hse then we went movies. watch Corpse Bride. not bad actually. then took neoprints in e new shop in CS. saw my cousin twice while shoppin around e malls. n i bought a new guitar pick--purple de. find e pick quite funky, even e way e words were written on it.
n now im exhausted. cos i walked back home! jiayu said e bus stop outside e library has 17 n 3. i thought she was so confident tat there was those 2 buses, so i told venecia tat if dun have e 2 buses, i walk back wiv her to another bus stop at e other end. so 3 of us walked to e library stop to find tat theres NO 3 n 17. so i had to walk back wiv venecia to e other bus stop. n had to walk home cos tat bus stop doesnt have my bus. haiz. so now my legs r aching like siao.

lend me a shoulder n i'll wet euu with my snot-- edited frm jiayu's " lend me a shoulder n i'll cry you a river"

2005-10-14T19:14:00.000-07:00

-Kimura Takuya"Halu":Pride-
whee~ exams r officially OVER! went pasir ris park wiv emma jiayu isabel jesslin mabel. we rented bikes n cycled for 3 hours. n emma mastered e skill of cycling today in less than 1hour, taught by isabel, how smart. we rented 2 single bikes n 1 double seater one. took turns riding diff kind of bikes. i had a go at e double seater one wiv jiayu. i was actually e one sittin in front one. BUT navigating skills chao lan, so both of us kept twistin n turnin along e path. after tat, cos jiayu say her legs longer v uncomfortable cyclin at e back, so switch wiv her. i was sittin n cyclin in a position which somewhat resembles a FROG. my legs were opened so wide n e toes werent pointin in e front direction, instead, a e two opp sides. which was damn uncomfortable n quite a sight--funny one. -.-" hao diu lian worhx..
then we went to e rocks at e beach there--to shout. n threw stones, shells into e sea, competing who can throw e furthest, while isabel was collectin shells. well, after that, isabel, emma, mabel n jesslin went home pair by pair, leavin me n jiayu there. well, we saw workers going up on some machines to cut n throw down COCONUTS. then one of e workers caught me lookin, then asked if we wanted some coconuts--how nice, but we said no thx. we saw some guys eatin it then there was so many RED ANTS crawlin along their arms! eeeew.
me n jiayu sat on those rocks n chatted a lot larhx. n saw some duman sec students playin in e sea. e guy was throwin coconuts into e sea, tryin to splash e girls. n it went on n on...
n went home around evening, with achin n sore legs. how am i supposed to go joggin tml mornin wiv achin muscles?
aniwaex, mus thank erica for bringing us there. walked past her hse n saw a coconut tree outside, right outside her doorstep. interesting. in all, it was FUN!!!!!
now that exams r over, ill have some time for handicraft work. gonna learn knitting frm my cousin.

2005-10-13T14:24:00.000-07:00

aww.. tml last paper. how happy. jus cant wait. home ec.. havent really started on it yet. gonna study later. n finally on saturday mornin, i can go do sumthg which i've left draggin on n on. hmm.. gonna have a sweat out. how great. its been like rainin e whole day? well sort of..
n 'Pride' ended on tues! wad a pity. nice shows tend to end fast. - short n sweet- how true.
man, all of a sudden feel like gettin a haircut. cuttin it short? but not too short.. e fringe is irritatin my eyes, then wear contacts in e mornin v diff, cos keep gettin in e way. haiz. depends on my mood, maybe cuttin during hols? or maybe not. after tat frightful experience of gettin my hair cut e wrong style.
well, it all depends.

i miss those times when theres nth to worry about, jus us, a grp of frenz together, there for each other

2005-10-12T16:28:00.000-07:00

hmm.. got tis lollipop pict. cant find any lollipop trees so jus have to settle for tis. went back to e duno-wad-place for lunch wiv jiayu n vene tis afternoon. found out tat as long as i dun eat their cai4 fan4, ill be ok. tried e chicken chop rice-- not bad. nearly died of hunger tis mornin, so tml havin breakfast wiv venecia. well, tml's eng paper. gtg sleep well tonight, so as to think properly tml. cant wait for e exams to end. then can go out-- have fun.

grow a lollipop tree.yups, tats wad im gonna do ( in my dreams)

2005-10-08T19:47:00.000-07:00

wad der... liu's blog got simple plan!! so envious!

SIMPLE PLAN RAWKS!

2005-10-08T19:35:00.000-07:00

well. i was surfin others' blogs jus now n i chanced upon zheng wei de blog. he's got nice music-- used to be my fave song. wahaha.. n he's got maple skin..-.-...
jus realised how slow im goin( rate of studyin hist) when jiayu sms me. she's like chapters away n im only at chapt 2. well, cant blame a person who slept late last night jus to study chn, n had to see e doc early in e mornin jus for some mc. but didnt manage to get one. cos e doc say it was ok for me go for those games.( jiayu shud noe wad im tokin bout) but took his name down anyway. jus in case sumthg goes wrong n i noe hu to look for, for responsibility.
aint i mean?

u brighten up my day.

2005-10-07T18:33:00.000-07:00

-weird is unique-

after science exam todae went lunch wiv jiayu at bedok de kfc. saw a lot of interesting ppl. n we saw a baby boy( looks like a boy) who looks like 蜡笔小薪 ( shin chan) wahaha... n jiayu said it's an insult to shin chan.. haha..
thereafter, we went bedok library. n saw cheng loon-- studyin. we waved n said hi to him when we were about to leave, n his smile was like, erms, 100 watts? aiya not tat kua zhang. anw, it was e first time see him smile like tat. i mean really smile. ( sumtimes ppl smile without really smiling)--from wat i've observed.
i tried e honeydew ice cream today from venecia-- e one sold by e uncle outside school gate de. e taste is not bad. but vene say after eatin for quite some time, it tastes like soap. jus like jiayu, she oso sae it taste like soap. weird huh. walked down e hill wiv yuenlam ashley n siyun oso. jiayu tried her cantonese on yuenlam, see if she understand her version of cantonese. turn out.... we can only understand e part where she scolded pig head n ben4 dan4. haha..
i went breakfast with vene today--again. it was rainin in e mornin. n i walked in e rain-- seems to be my favourite thing to do nowadays.
tried e chupa chups lollipop de cherry flavour today. taste not bad larhx.. cos no other choices, so have to buy tat flavour.

shin chan is so cute n funny.

2005-10-05T17:55:00.000-07:00

tml geog exam le. so y am i bloggin now? duno. -.-" jus feel so tired after a day at school. wiv e food fare, revision n stuff. im beat. played guitar, ended up wiv sum blisters. -.-. wanted to sleep de. but jus cant sleep. so ended up bloggin. haiz. well, im done wiv geog except havent memorise e plates de movements. did my science notes. gonna try out e hist method emma teach, tis weekend.
well, jiayu, e song u sent - mayday "love-ing"- was nice. maybe tats not e title of e song. but who cares.
went breakfast wiv venecia tis mornin. roti prata. wahaha.
saw zheng wei play e piano today. third time le. how nice. jiayu oso play- how nice, agian. but zheng wei played better than jiayu even though jiayu played nicer songs. his hands moved smoothly over e keys. but jiayu de...like spider crawlin. wahaha. but she admits tat hers looked like spider.

tried out e guitar piece tat my couz gave jus now.

Everywhere-Michelle Branch(lyrics onli)

turn it inside out so i can see

the part of you that's drifting over me

and when i wake you're...you're never there

and when i sleep you're...you're everywhere

you're everywhere

just tell me how i got this far

just tell me why you're here and who you are

cause every time i look you're never there

and every time i sleep you're always there.

cause you're everywhere to me

and when i close my eyes it's you i see

you're everything i know that makes me believe

i'm not alone

i recognize the way you make me feel

it's hard to think that you might not be real

a sense that now the water's getting deep

i try to wash the pain away from me

away from me

cause you're everywhere to me

and when i close my eyes it's you i see

you're everything i know that makes me believe

i'm not alone

let me touch your hand

cause then i understand

the beauty that's within

it's now that we begin

you always light my way

there never comes a day

no matter where i go

i always feel you so

cause you're everywhere to me

and when i catch my breath it's you i breathe

you're everything i know that makes me believe

i'm not alone

only everyone i see

so tell me do you see me?

.respect is earned and not given.

2005-09-28T17:50:00.000-07:00

didnt manage to sleep after all. sun lao shi didnt come today. heard tat its cos her finger kena knock against car door. then havin difficulty writin. sadd. hope she gets well soon. hees.
cant do ani hw now, cos my xi zi ben is wiv jiayu. lalas.
been feelin v hungry n tired nowadays. cant concentrate lehx.. its horrible.
well, today PE prissy n i n few more girls went play table tennis. me n priss were playin alone in one room cos got fan, v shiok mahx. then venecia, emma, ashley, came join us in e room together wiv a guy. asked for his name. then he sae he's slyvester, frm 2k de. in BB n debates team. vene say he v thick skin cos he asked if he could join us in e game when we didnt even invite him. hahas. then priss tell us call george up to compete wiv tat guy, c who win. in e end, i tink draw bahx. n i saw daniel play table tennis! suddenli tot he looked so shuai4 when he's playin table tennis, like so pro one. moves all so pro n stylish. well, wad can i sae, table tennis player mahx.
i rmb e part when i play wiv mabel. she kept pickin up e ping pong ball de. hahas. n priss's v gd at table tennis too. tat slyvester guy also. hmm.. nvr judge a person by e appearance.

lalalas.. e clouds above me. lifted up my spirits. sweet.

2005-09-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

beneath those lies. i jus wanna be myself.

haiz.. sianed. just yet another day. did pw after school in comp lab wiv zheng, jiayu, eugene. found out sumthg weird. e comp lab seems to be filled wiv mostly guys lorx. only me jiayu liushuang anna ky mabel jess e only girls.
me n jiayu tutored cheongkai today. well, i shant go into e details.
walked home in e rain. nice.
my tongue bled today. ouch.

fell in love wiv e song " you're beautiful"

your smile faded away in my world

2005-09-24T17:57:00.000-07:00

woke up tis mornin to find tat one of my pet fishes died. found dead on e floor. liveless. tigerbarb--at least i tink tats its species. dad said most prob jumped out of e fish tank at night. sadd. poor fish. i buried it. in one of e pots of flowers we have. hope it rests in peace.

MY GUITAR STRING SNAPPED WHEN MY COUSIN WAS TUNIN IT!!!

2005-09-23T20:51:00.000-07:00

well. exams comin, n everione's mugging v hard. went library wiv jiayu after lunch todae. did maths paper dere. actually she helped me alot in sum of the qns. n was like so cold tat my hands went numb n had great difficulty holdin e pen properly.
well. we had public canin for 3 guys todae in e hall. it was like, OUCHIE. so painful. they were caned twice, OUCH again. feel so sorrie for them..
oh. change comp le. how nice. totally love it. hahax.
i went crazy few days ago, e day when i was on mc i tink. i was doin maths then suddenly went runnin around e hse, screamin n screamin. wad for? i duno. jus went crazy. prob too stressed out by e qns. n frightened my ah mah.
been v attentive in class. but im v tired. e dark eye circles under my eyes r gettin more n more obvious le. so darn bothered by it. nvr sleep enuf, nvr eat well. now keep gettin stomachaches. wads wrong?! my eyes nowadays r like so tired n i keep havin headaches. horrible. how survive? all of a sudden feel like goin to e beach now. go see e sky n stars.

maybe-Halu. <--like it.

2005-09-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

aw man.. sick. down wiv a bad case of flu.. on mc tml. n ill be missin geog! my fave subject!! haiz. siansified. jus gave up on my hw, cant concentrate--headache. e medicine's makin me all drowsy n i gotta wake at 3am later to take my antiboitics. i've gotta keep wakin up at 3am till i finished e antiboitics--everyday. horrible. dun even noe how i got tis flu. so far i've used up 2 boxes of tissues. n my nose is like... i shant describe it. its horrible. like skin peel or sumthg at e sides coz friction btween e nose n e tissue mahx. shd have taken 2 days mc when e doc offered 2. but i took 1 day. now my ear's blocked. n didnt realise tat e phone outside was ringin till my mum called my hp. ah.. how am i supposed to revise anithg given my present condition?

2005-09-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

tis mornin's rain was so horrible. woke up at 6.30am( wad a miracle) to go breakfast wiv family then send parents to airport. e rain was like... so heavy windy scary. n e coffeeshop's rain cover( wadeva u cal it) was like flippin here n dere when its supposed to be strong n sturdy. n sum ppl like to hang their laundry outside mahx. usin e bamboo sticks n 2 metal racks( i tink tats they cal it) to hang their clothes. i saw e whole thg collapsed lorx. deres oso a pot of flower overturned on e floor. so ke lian.
been sneezin e whole of ytd n todae. haiz. horrible flu.

2005-09-17T14:31:00.000-07:00

changed e blogskin--finally.
owell. exams comin le.. gotta study. but juz cant seem to concentrate. its like u wanna study but nth gets in after hours of studyin. tats wad tats happenin to me now. aww.
went park wiv shernice last nite to burn candles. how nice. n we managed to sneak in gsp. but jus seem so diff. didnt c anione we knew last nite. mostli our juniors--n tats weird. like we're e strangers. n we joined them in e walk around e neighbourhood. me n shernice were like racing to c who's e first to reach--like so kiasu.
well. back to e park. we were lightin candles then duno y shernice started to burn e matchsticks n i joined in. duno y alot of ppl were BURNIN stuff ytd. n i managed to melt e wax of e candles in a star shape. how sweet. but it took me quite sum time coz e wind was v strong. i lay 5 candles down in a star shape n tried to light it frm e middle, but too much wax dere. so lighted frm e end of each candle instead.
ytd was fun. time to get back to business--study bahx. n im still workin on e tagboard--no time, till i find sum.

2005-09-07T14:14:00.000-07:00

oh my. my leg muscles r hurtin like siao. damn pain.. ouch.. went runnin yesterday wiv dad. lost to him by one round. haiz. so chan kui. ran like 6 or 7 rounds? n i actually lost to my dad?! how embarrassin. * mei lian jian ren* owell. bathed for like 1hour yesterday. hahax.
finally started on my hw today. finished chn de. printed out maths frm heymath-- 2 end yr papers. did e math txtbk de qns, left a few to go. so im left wiv e 2 end yr papers, a few qns frm maths txtbk, hist, home ec, journal. shd be all bahx..
nth interestin so far. goin badminton wiv shernice later--my badminton partner. haha. alwaex seem to be playin bad wiv her de.
haiz. my hols seem to be packed on weekdays. mon n tue, han lao shi lesson. wed free, at home doin hw n goin bad later. thur, guitar then project. fri, go back school for en eng--extra lesson, isit? sat, shd be free n goin out bahx. sunday, go grandparents hse-- deliver mooncakes. borin hols. n tat shernice so sarcastic to me, keep sayin i so ke lian, stil doin hw, when she finished hers on monday. hmph. settle e scores wiv her later.

2005-09-02T18:55:00.000-07:00

today's great except e part when it rained. me n vene were walkin down wiv e umbrella we were sharin flyin here n dere. in e end, both of us got wet. i was totally soaked. vene also, but her bag looks wetter. then when we were in e train, feel so cold. we went bugis to watch movie n had lunch at delifrance. we watched e " red eye". not a bad show actually. quite funny at some parts. after tat, shopped a while n took mrt back. both of us alighted at pasir ris. i took 21 then she took 17. haha. before e movie, we were in cold storage, lookin for tibits then spend a lot of time at e candy n choc section. in e end vene bought marshmallows n i bought choc. at e cashier's dere, vene keep pointin at e durex larhx. then we started laughin then i ask y got extra fine one. * startin to get sick lorx* . then she say becoz got e feel mahx. i was like, err... how u noe. then started tokin bout c****ms.. n i juz couldnt stop laughin n v curious when she say females oso got c****ms. owell, wad tokin me. in all, i was damn crappy n lame today lorx. then vene say i better stop askin bout those thgs. its makin her horny. then she say i oso. owell, was i?

gave vene one pair of earsticks today. bought them on wed wiv ziyan de.

2005-09-01T14:36:00.000-07:00

whee~ went back gsp yesterday. saw most of them. e guys grew a lot. n e girls, bout e same bahx. except some. so we visited e teachers n took photos together as a class, except some were missin. then went TM wiv jemimah ashley neha cheryl tan n yong vanessa ziyan deborah huibin jiehui christopher. took neoprints n shopped a while wiv ziyan to buy earrings. yesterday's fun.

2005-08-30T17:00:00.000-07:00

whee~ sang wiv jiayu today on e way to mrt. didnt noe tat she noe avril de songs. bu cuo mah. haha. then she happie tat she finally found a song which e both of us can sing together de. lolx. then she so xing fen.
tml tchers day. also my couz de bday. goin back gsp tml. wearin class tee. jiayu oso.
actualli nth much recentli except tat got quite a lot of ppl got views bout my fringe. onli one or two say i look weird. not bad. i expected it to worse de.. then chris say i dun clip up look like xiang xia ren. lol. clip up look better. then eugene say ask if i can tie my hair in another way. anna say she preferred e last time de hairstyle ( same as me).

currently ritin tchers day cards. tml gonna take welfare family photo. whee~ .. lol. lil crazy nowadaes..

2005-08-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

omg.... i cant believe wad i did to my fringe.. its ruined.. its like only 3 cm short?! look so goon lorx. had i known earlier, i would have put on my specs then look in e mirror then tell e hairdresser tat its perfect le..coz nvr put on specs, so image blur. n i tot he was gonna cut e kind tat is same length throughout e fringe. n e length was about juz above my eyebrow le. then i told him i wanted a slant. so cut n cut n cut.. become like tis lorx.. sadd.

juz came back frm TM dere. went wiv my mum to buy present for my couz de bdae. he's one year old on thurs! but we celebratin it tml. so we were choosin one of those "cars" for him to sit on larhx. we went kiddy palace to choose. then dere were these 2 cars. at first my mum say tat one of e two got no functions. as in no music or wadeva. then she look at e other one. so pathetic lorx. u turn sumthg then e bear's hand hit on e " drum". then e sound goes," dot dot dot". so pathetic, then i keep laughin non-stop. so in e end, we bought e supposedly no function de. actually it works if u put batteries. then got music. then when my mum was payin, i ask her y didnt take e one which hits e drum de. then i keep laughin. hahax..

anw, gd luck to jiayu for tml de yan jiang.

2005-08-26T17:45:00.000-07:00

i owe u an apology jiayu. nvr knew u were so stressed over sum thgs. but next time if u've got a problem, try not to bottle it up. its bad for health. n it makes us all worry bout u. even if we cant help solve e problem, it kinda comforts u tat im alwaes dere. u can count on me. haha. so thick skin.

owell, its been a horrible day. i saw wad we, 13 yr olds, shdnt be exposed to. totally freaked me n anna out. it was when we were goin down for enrichment eng at avt. we saw angela standin over e railin on duno 3rd or 2nd level. most likely is 3rd. n dere were 2 tchers, one of them was mr handam. both tryin to persuade her down. n she was cryin. then finally, they managed to persuade her n he helped her over e railin back to safety. tink she was commitin suicide bahx. it was so horrible. juz wads wrong wiv her? r thgs tat bad as to end ur precious life? isnt it better to face e problem n solve it?
wad would have happened if e tchers didnt see her? n tat if she were to jump down? hope she had realised her foolishness n wouldnt do it again. deres no take 2 in life. u've got to cherish it.

yar. n today's enrichment eng was funny. teacher was tokin tokin then suddenly he changed e topic to sex. then started bout pornagraphy. say its ok to see it once. twice for those who r curious. then say tat its normal to tink of sex once in a while. but if u tink of it every moment, then ur insane, at tat moment, almost everione pointed or looked in eugene de direction. then comes e funny part. eugene was lookin like so horny n lickin his lips. like a lecher. haha. cant believe it lorx.

2005-08-26T13:19:00.000-07:00

haiz. so xian. doin hw. later goin out buy present for my lil couz. 1 year old birthday! he so cute lorx. then smile so innocent one. goin my wu gu hse celebrate his bday on sunday. but his bday is on thurs, tcher's day!

most prob wouldnt be bloggin for a few days. exams comin. monday oral. fri paper one. i tink. but heres wishin everione gd luck.

2005-08-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today was a bad day. jiayu was so pissed. slam her books, push her chair so hard tat it hit my knee. ouch. n she keep rollin her eyes. which makes her look v horrible n makes me feel like gougin her eyes out. n she seem so devoid of feelings. i saw e horrible her today. so ap n pissed.

but anw, went down e hill wiv emma, isabel n ashley. saw xiquan at e mrt. duno y everibody either look pissed, tired or bo chap. went off at simei wiv ashley. we went kfc to have lunch. both ordered shrooms burger meal. then changed e mashed potato to cheese fries. was eatin n tokin halfway when ashley asked me to help her tear e chilli packet coz she cant open. then, as i was bout to put e burger down, it dropped onto my skirt! how embarrassin n liang fei. then ashley say she found e slit to open. then qi4 si3 wo3. so ended up eatin my cheese fries. n then i "buried" e burger. rest in peace burger.
after tat, we went shoppin around eastpoint. tryin to look for present. then i tink bout close to 45 min then found. so went home. but me n ashley took diff exits. so when i reached e traffic light dere, nvr see her comin out. then when i got off my bus, she called me. n said tat she kena asked to do a survey. wahahaha... n after tat, keep "cursin" me trip so tat e present would break. how mean. while i was walkin to lift, i NEARLY trip over my shoelaces. lucky nvr fall down. phew.

nxt week is oral exam le. wish everione gd luck n all e best.

2005-08-24T19:03:00.000-07:00

oh my... i feel like im so MEAN nowadays. n HORRIBLE too.. wads happenin.....? ah.... oh my.. n guys, if ive been mean to y'all or wad, forgive me. i duno wads wrong... wads my problem?! n i tink e only person hu realises tat im mean nowaday is jiayu bahx.. or maybe im only mean to her?

n i duno y i have e desire to be bad. like, i wanna be bad! yes! i want! oh my......
but i've been so guai1 recently. i listen attentively in class, take more notes than i usually does. found interest in everithg. do homework, revise. maybe tatz y i wanna be bad. hmm.. maybe..

today got e inclined pull-ups. didnt expect tat ill be able to do 12. lalalas. my register no. lol.. prissy pro lor. did 21. so pro. nvr expected tat. haha.

the world's changin, and im changin too. i dun feel the same anymore... n sorrie if i left u behind..

2005-08-23T17:38:00.000-07:00

haiz. today sun lao shi toked bout yesterday de pupil n principal dialogue. she sound so hurt n disappointed wiv us. coz gina went up n said tat our teacher treat us like kids.childishly. n she only pinpointed out tat it was chinese. n jiayu went up to tok bout sumthg like, tcher shd work more closely wiv parents. guess its hard bein a tcher too.
n so, today, durin her lesson, she tok bout her feelins n everithg. n gina cried. n sun lao shi oso cried a bit. tink tat e bond between e tcher n students arent tat great.
feel so sorry for tcher. or maybe dere r sumthgs which she had done but we didnt noe. maybe she's not tat bad afterall. maybe she's yong4 xin1 liang2 ku3 leh. juz tat we nvr noe. yeah. deres a lot of thgs we dun noe n dun understand.
if we were to juz put ourselves in her shoes, i tink, we'll feel e same as her. shame, disappointment, hurt. maybe tcher is also feelin stressed. juz tat she doesnt show it. hu noes? i tink tat she as a tcher is not really respected by us. sum or shd sae lots, call her sunli instead of sun lao shi. n i admit tat i sumtimes oso call her tat larhx. but seriously, i dun tink she's bein respected by a lot in our class. how saddenin.

feelin so blue.

2005-08-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

ooo.. today's a nice day. ahhh... feelin great as i eat my second ice cream of e day.. had a bet wiv jiayu today. to see whether xiquan n liu will go TM or century square to watch ' the maid'. in e end, both of us were wrong. coz i called xiquan. n he said he was... AT HOME! lalalas.. lolx.. did not manage to catch ' bewitched' wiv jiayu today. coz it was quite late. how saddenin. nvm. some other day wiv someone else then. lalalas.. im mad. yeah. i M mad.

ok. she's not fit to be a christian. christians r supposed to forgive n forget. but she doesnt. nvm. where can u find devoted christians nowadays? she's juz one of those christians in name only. n im not tokin bout u, jiayu. u shd noe hu i referrin to.
had great time durin lessons today. sort of. today's one of those days when i enjoyed e lessons. had a fun time wiv prissy today, almost each n every lesson bahx. n she spitted water on me! coz chris told her sumthg funny when she was drinkin. n she was squattin down, tryin to control herself, when i brought her bottle n said spit it back in. n she did spitted out. but not into e bottle, instead, she spitted on me. wet my sleeve. haha. n we had a fun time teahin each other when e other doesnt noe.

e class's pretty noisy today. or shd i sae, everyday. but today, its extra noisy. serious, i dun get it. must she speak so loudly, so tat e whole class can hear? its not as if e other party's deaf or wad. n even when she speaks to me, she toks tat loud. n i've tellin her numerous times tat my ear's hurtin coz she spoke too loudly. n she doesnt care. juz cant stand it. cant she speak softer? n juz my luck to be grouped together wiv her. i even tink tat prissy's more serious than her lorx. haiz. groupin wiv e both of them makes me suffer. but at least prissy take some work, or even offer to help. but she leh? even if she takes sumthg back home sayin tat she'll do, she nvr does. only doin it e nxt day in school when i asked for it. n tat time when we had e eng project, i told her to help do sum work, n she say she no mood. crap lorx. do project stil muz see if got mood or no mood ar? if u wanna tok bout mood, i tel u, ill be squishin ur brain out of ur head. tink ur e only one wiv mood swing ar? n ended up, i did it. cant she juz be more serious n responsible in her work. n e problem is, she doesnt even noe wads her problem. told her she gotta change her attitude, but she doesnt bother to. juz cant stand her animore. dun even noe why i bother to include her name in when a project's done, n she did nth at all. juz gettin free marks.

sucks.

2005-08-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

whee~ today's a great day. jiayu got in e finals for yan jiang n i fixed my room. haha. lets congartulate her upon gettin in e finals. n liu oso.
n i fixed my room! e tv is done! now its 'hangin' on e wall. n i've got my table back.
wad a great day. woots!

2005-08-19T16:37:00.000-07:00

today met elaine on e mrt. tok to her bout 1 hour like tat. but mostly is she tok.
haiz. today's lesson all make me wanna sleep. so tired. n wang lao shi ( CME tcher) gave liu a green form. for bein disrepsectful to her. coz he say she " feng1". poor thg. tot tat e tcher scold for so long le, shd be alrite. but then she gave him a green form. haiz.
nth le. gonna sleep. so tired. maybe goin movies tml. but most prob is watch ' the maid'. cant watch tis show wiv jiayu coz she will scream. hahax. tis afternoon i said hello jiayu. then she so " shock" coz she sae i dun normally sae hello jiayu to her. lolx. she sae normally i call her by eh eh eh. so i guess she prefers me to call her eh eh eh. funny.

2005-08-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today emma ah mah seem so sad. but she told me she IS sad. duno y. but muz cheer up kaex. so can grow healthily. diao.
abigail didnt come today. say got sore throat. hopes tat she get better soon. if not, exams r nearin, then gen bu shang.
today's as usual. nth much to blog about.
but one thg i find v logical today was a sentence frm ashley. ' its not worth it to gain one fren n lose e others' .
but tis kinda thg alwaex is depend on situation one. if tat one fren is true n zhi de jiao, n e rest r hypocrites n not true bout bein ur fren, i tink i rather stick to one. yarx. tatz my opinion la.
2 thgs i found out todae.
xiquan doesnt like others to bite his food. only allow u to use ur hands n ba4.
nvr touch eugene's crayons. eee.

2005-08-17T18:53:00.000-07:00

forgot to blog bout today. so came online again after i bathed. ok. recently, a few classmates lost their money. n tcher suspect is frm our class de. how saddenin to hear tat. n so, we had to rite down e no.s of our note ( money) on a piece of paper. today killed so trees for tis thg. haiz. y muz he/ she steal? make our lives so miserable n ma fan.
aniwaex, during recess, tcher wanted to see e class com de. so stayed back lorx. tok to us bout e money thg n how we shd help each other keep a lookout for e thief. n i was eatin my twiggie durin e 'conference'. e alone one eatin lorx. then tcher look at me. but aniwaex, i shared it wiv eugene. eat halfwae then he asked for a bite. so let him bite lor. then after a bite, he say save a little bit for him. lol. so i took one more bite then gave him e rest. ( twiggie= chocolate muffin/ cake)
home econ was all theory today. sort of borin except e part when mrs chan was tokin bout e clothes. i find her actions damn funny lor. might b one of my fave tcher for e year.
went home wiv prissy n christopher today. christ hold e umbrella so wei xian one. nearly poke our eyes lorx. haiz. in total, sort of a fun day. except for assembly part la.

2005-08-17T16:50:00.000-07:00

owell. maybe its jealousy tatz makin me feel like tis.

everione has their freedom to choose. not everione's like u. u may accept her but e others might not. u cant always be dere for her, can u? she's gotta learn how to make frenz. haiz. i may sound a little selfish here. but, she's not ur responsibility. n i tink u shd save urself before saving others. n deres no need to force urself doin thgs u dun like. u have a choice too. n i tink yuenlam's rite. "u started off with good intentions, but ended up doin more than u shd."

im gonna wash my hands off tis matter le. deres no point holdin on n ashley's makin me feeling more n more guilty over it. like, its my duty to keep u away frm u-noe-hu.

2005-08-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

ah! feelin so sick today. lack of sleep. giddiness. headache. flu. juz wanna sleep. feelin kinda moody nowadays. everithg seems so sad, its like a black n white film replayin n replayin again n again. e same routine everiday. juz dun seem tat fun n happy animore. n i juz dun seem to get u animore. maybe im too tired or wadsoever, gave up hope? maybe, but not possible. its tat link. tat connection. juz cant seem to find it. maybe it'll be over v soon, n ill find it again. grown distant? nope. not a chance, we're still tokin arent we? nvm. always look on e bright side of life. = /

haiz.. today play guitar until fingers ached. never knew tat fingers can ache. haha. today got e guitar de practical test. everione all not prepared lorx. but i went for it aniwaex. n found it was quite ok after all. after guitar prac, went home wiv xinhua. n met venecia. she practically jumped on me. luckily i dun hav heart attack or wad. then on e bus 9, got 4 boys sit next to me la. then tok SO loudly tat i cant have a moment of peace. feel like askin them to shut up. cant even rest. its killin me. then i went joggin. jog until muscle cramp. ouch.

i have feelings too. im a human, i have emotions. y'all r not e only few hu have problems. i get pissed off too.
wads wrong wiv me. i suck.
juz too tired to care animore.

2005-08-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

my air con juz spoil yesterdae. n e repairman juz fixed it. haiz. wads happenin to my august?!

nth much today. juz stuck at home doin hw. chn hw. maternal grandma called in e afternoon.asked if we're goin to her hse today. told her only mummy go. n mummy juz left. n she asked if me n my bro goin. i told her i cant, got lots of hw. bro went out wiv his frenz le. n she sounded so disappointed when i told her me n my gor not goin. haiz. guess tat u get more lonely as u age bahx. but shdn't be a prob for my granny. so many children ( her own kids--- my aunts n uncle) even if one doesn't go back, deres still 6 more children wiv their husband or wife n kids goin back. haha. big family. makes drawin family trees difficult.

my hp sucks.

i burst a pimple today ' accidentally'.
du zi er le.

2005-08-13T16:43:00.000-07:00

juz came back from nokia repair shop. juz wad is e problem wiv my phone?! so ma fan de. i tink all e cost for repairin so many times is enough for me to buy a new hp lorx. at first was e screen de problem--- was switched on for too long then e screen over heated. followed on was tat my SIM card was rejected coz i kept tryin e PIN for sum reasons. then now is e problem wiv identifyin who sent me msg. apparently, e lady at e shop said tat tat time when my screen was changed, it sorta affected e software inside.so now when ppl sms me, it only shows e number n not e name of e person. so i hav to either rmb e first few digits of those who frequently sms me or i hav to memorise e number n go contacts search. how troublesome. i hav to wait for a month more before e software tat is more advanced than mine to arrive then can repair. a month more.. i've got to continue guessin who sends me tis n tat. haiz.

2005-08-11T18:28:00.000-07:00

wah.. todae so tired. been worrying bout a lot of thgs today.. duno y.. i've been worrying bout :
1) enjoyedu. worried tat i'd get zero on my report card. not tat i care so much bout it. but my parents will see it n tat later sun lao shi call parents or sumthg..
2) jiayu. she seem so stressed out by e yan jiang thg. she had a practice todae in class after school. saw how sun lao shi picked on her. BIASED is all i can say. but she was a little bit too nervous le. n her throat wasnt feelin so well. been coughin e whole day.
3) sun lao shi. later jiayu go sue her if she coughs out blood. n tat she'll get sacked. * thumbs up* n tat i hav a feelin tat she'll get a lot of complaints frm parents.. hu ask her to read n criticise others de compo in front of e class.
4) yihao. he has been acting weird these few days. tellin us tat he cant stand THEM, coz they're too noisy. n he scolded isabel " bitch" today. seriously worried bout tis guy. afraid he does sumthg wrong. n he was pushin zheng wei todae. pickin a " fight" wiv liu oso.
5) prissy. tat she'll get transferred out if she continues to ding zhui wiv sun lao shi. n being sloppy wiv her work.
6) year end exams. scared tat will not get good results. n tat ill slack.
7) my back. been aching alot lately. even though tat time x-ray, doctor say tat i sprained it, let it rest. it recovered or shd i say, become better. but e aches came back recently.

haiz.. today yuen lam asked me a qn tat really stumped me. she asked" wad is love?". i cant really give her an answer coz diff ppl diff opinions n views about it. n i juz realised tat tat qn hasnt popped up in my mind ever since e beginning of tis year when i've been tinkin of tis qn alot last year. but surprisingly, not even once tis year. probably too busy i tink. n juz duno how to answer her. so she told me tink till i noe. ( probably gonna take a long time..) maybe its : 1) seeing e person u love happy even though he or she isnt by ur side. n u'll be happy. 2) givin all u've got juz to see e person smile or be happy.

its nice to see sumone who's special to u smile.

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2005-08-10T12:00:00.000-07:00

ah! i cant believe it.. i cant even remember when's teachers' day! n i dun even realise tat till candace was askin me if our school was lettin us off early on teachers' day! n i've been tinkin tat teachers' day is on 1 october! cant believe it.. goin crazy le.. juz found out tat 1 oct is children's day.. -.-"... ah... how can i onli rmb children's day n not teachers' day? hopeless le..* shake my head sadly*... teachers' day is on 1 september accordin to candace.. go school check wiv my frenz again tml... sad case ar.. haiz...

so meanin 22 more days to it.. *countin till tat day*

candace's bday on 23 aug. i tink i muz buy her a present...lolx.. insure myself first.. haha..

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2005-08-09T16:40:00.000-07:00

aiya.. tml me n ziyan not goin e 6.9 gatherin le.. coz ziyan no mood to go.. im actually havin e mood of " go then go, nvr go oso nvr mind de".. coz our gatherings alwaes quite "unsuccessful" de. its alwaes e same gang. actually its considered quite good le larhx.. at least its e same old gang of frenz.. e few close ones.. like, yinrong, yida, lionel, gordon, kailiang, david, russell, ziyan.. alwaes me n ziyan e onli girls.. haha.. n e guys all r good soccer companions. nice seein e guys playin soccer whenever we hav gatherins. really miss those daes.. when me n ziyan r off frm prefect duties, we'll go watch them kick soccer at e field dere.. but sumtimes, pearline, sophia, roseline, grace chew n gan will oso join us at e gatherings, but quite seldom...
n ziyan's havin e mood of " wanna go/ dun wanna go".. coz i tink mainli e same ppl then no interest.. but then dere r SUM ppl whom she would like to see.. so she in dilemma.. n in e end, she sae dun wanna go. then ask me if i still goin. i sae " see first.." . then she sae if im SURE i wanna go. n i sae," since u not goin, then i dun go lorx.." . haha.. n she sae" knew it! " . hahax.. so thick skinned.. lolx..
but im juz missin 6.9 de everithg.. e gd times n e bad times.. coz sumthgs juz cant be replaced.. memories of e past.. n i can stil rmb e dae when we got our PSLE results.. most of us were cryin, but not bcoz of e result. but e fact tat we're leavin tis school which we had spent our 6 years of joy n sadness, n our frenz.. n e last day of school, when school ended, a lot of us stil stayed back in e classroom, talked alot, hugged alot, cried alot, anithg juz to be wiv our frenz for e last time till e day we got our PSLE results. how touchin..

n jiayu, if you ming wanna meet up wiv dan, she gotta act fast. coz he's leavin again at e end of august. =`(.. haha.. all of us gonna miss him again..n tink sum of us r gonna send him off to airport, like wad the guys did when he came back.--- they went airport pick him up.

im juz sooo lookin forward to teachers' dae. another chance for us, 6.9ners, to meet up.

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2005-08-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

haiz.. juz came back frm breakfast... n brought a few pots of flowers back..... i insisted on buyin e sunflower but my mum was tellin me, $9 for a pot of sunflowers wiv onli 3 flowers bloomin. n tat will wilt v soon, bu zhi de. so nvr buy. crap. told her tat buyin plants doesnt mean it MUZ bloom.. n tat if it is able to bloom juz ONCE beautifully, it'll be e best already. haiz..... n its like each n every pot of flowers tat she bought back, alwaes wilt one. one more wouldnt hurt....? n she's tellin me tat e flowers she buy alwaes v nice one, n its onli when my grandma take care then becum LIKE TAT... haiz.. how can my mum blame my ah mah when my mum onli take care e plants once in a while, n my grandma's e one who hav been waterin n trimmin them. juz crap.
n i had been e one to carry those POTS of flowers while she was lookin around each n everi stall tat sells flowers. juz for tat jasmine plant.. n we didnt manage to buy any jasmine in e end coz none of them has got e fragrance she wanted. crap. n i look so dumb carryin those pots of flowers around.. on e way home, my mum was tellin me tat nxt time if she sees sunflowers, she'll buy them for me. CRAP.

aniwaaex, tml gonna mit sum of e 6.9ners at mac at 10am.. they gettin daniel along.. heard he juz came back.

national dae!

2005-08-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

heres wishin everione a HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
actually not much of a diff.. haha.. juz tryin to get into e mood.. -.-"......

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2005-08-06T00:21:00.000-07:00

had e 2.4km run yesterday at east coast park. wahaha... juz found out tat im addicted to running.. early in e mornin when me n chris reach tat time, we saw sum of e 1d de, then we tok until its time 2 assemble at e grass dere.. n we waited n waited, n waited.. until it was our turn to run.. before tat, jiayu, me, emma were prayin.. n isabel joined in e second prayer- for e guys.when it was our turn 2 run, we had to stand near e "big big drain?" .. n e tcher horn e kinda thg u use for sports day de.. n everione started runnin.. i finished e run in about 11 to 12 min+ .. n to tink tat jiayu actually finished it in about 10 min+.. she cheong all e way frm e station 2 lorx.. after e run, me n jiayu walked, or shd i say STROLLED to e mcdonalds.. at first, we were sort of e first few who were walkin in front larhx.. coz we walk vvvv slow, then as time passed, a lot of ppl walked past us n e two of us became e LAST two walkin to e mac.. so u can guess how slow we were walkin.. frm first few to last two.. n we spent 1hour+ to reach dere..hahax.. then when we reach tat time, no seats le.. haha.. so we went to coffee bean n tea leaf..
after which, we went to TM watch movie.. charlie n e chocolate factory.. funni show.. esp e parts when e short short ppl sing..
yupx.. yesterday was a nice day.. loved it.. im actually lookin forward to e nxt year de 2.4 km run.. haha..
oyeah, saw sum victorians on e bus 31.. c their socks all pull high one.. cant imagine david wearin them.. haha..

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2005-07-31T00:10:00.000-07:00

met emma yesterdae at TM wiv her mum..
haiz.. 2.4km run comin soon.. juz went jogging on fridae.. surprised tat i could run 5 rounds non stop after i had rested for 3 weeks, due to back probs..
guitar had a " bonding cleaning" thingie on tuesdae. jiayu went wiv me to help clean e guitar room.. we were wiping e sliding windows when my rag flew out of my hand.. hahax.. wivout my rag, cant clean le mahx.. so e seniors told me to go change e water. juz as i was about to go out tat time, jiayu came to me n told me tat her rag flew out oso.. hahax.. then we went to change e water together.. when we were holdin e board while others went tru e space to clean e dusty areas, mel was saying got spider behind/ crawlin on e board. so almost all of us gathered around to see e spider la.. wai ping was askin someone to catch it. but somehow, jiayu so unlucky, the spider crawled onto her ( or shd i sae jumped onto her shoulder), n i tink edison saw it first. then help her sweep it off wiv his hands. n e spider died. but got e "blood" stain on jiayu de uniform..

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2005-07-20T20:00:00.000-07:00

so touched. jiayu finalli voiced out her opinions openli. on her blog. so happy for her. she took her first step. haha... * claps* n she was actualli feelin sick while helpin. but she hung on. juz for e sake of e class. n no1 realises tat fact.

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2005-07-20T19:45:00.000-07:00

i wanna thank sum of those hu helped in e makin of e board.
special thanks to those hu stayed back to help tis afternoon. : felicia( kept e period of time funni, tellin us her dreams n " stories" while helpin ), jiaying ( went down to help me n vene buy food n continued e work), jiayu( deco e board wiv me n dan ), venecia ( helped in e ice-cream stick thg wiv feli n jiaying ), daniel ( helped in e deco of e board )
n those hu gave moral support: erica ( so touched. cox shd b 1st time our new monitoress encourage our welfare de.) , jon goh ( came up to class during his 5-minute break, at least sumone tot of us n came up to c ), sheena( gave us a lot of jiayou even though she was rushin ) , gina( said jiayou n provide sum ideas), eugene ( hu kip lendin us e tcher's locker key. n kept e process interestin/ funni.)
those hu helped to do e board : emma, isabel, siyun, yihao, jiayu, venecia, yuenlam, anna, xiquan.
even a little helps. at least it stil shows tat u care.
n we've already done our best. did wad we could.
so touched. juz now msn, xiquan offered to help e nxt mornin, for e board. at least deres sumone hu tinks himself as part of e class. other than e few of us.
tat sort of made my dae. e fact tat deres sum hu tinks tat they belong to 1D.

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2005-07-20T19:20:00.000-07:00

everithg SUCKS! especially tat stupid idiotic person. suck ar.
then tml is e deadline for e noticeboard competition. n nobody wants to stay back n help. or shd i sae, they CANT stay back cox of e founder's dae. lots of e uniform grp n performin arts r takin part. n deres quite a few of them takin part in it frm our class. while others r willin to help but cant, sum r juz dun care dun care. juz go home. didnt even help. ok, sum is got other thgs on , but e others leh? none of them stayed back to help lor. except a few. n i mean A FEW.
ppl sae e board cant make it. confirm lose one. so y stil try so hard? juz hand in a rough one.
but then , even if cant make it or wad, stil muz try mahx. muz give our best shot.

everithg sucks. havin mental breakdown.

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2005-07-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

kaex.. how shd i start.. its quite an eventful week.. which oso mean tirin week..
jiayu cut her hair, i got a new welfare partner, i cut my hair, got a new theme for e notice board, tests... shd be all bahx.. lets tok bout my new partner, EmmA. shes gd. realli. oso crappy, lame.. which is alrite. coz im oso crappy. n glad tat shes crappy n lame. if not, it'll be veri boring.. shes oso funni, cute n sweet.
todae after school, me, ash, jiayu, emma n isabel were havin lunch together. n emma was mimickin mi eatin.. so funni.. then i nearly choke on my food. hahax.. yupx.. shes a nice girl.. great time workin wiv her..
bout my hair.. hmm... e fringe kips gettin into my eyes n weain contact lenses made it worse.. so hav to clip it up.. then look so guai1, not guai4. * gd girl* but it actualli suits me quite well coz, recentli startin to act good.. hahax. then todae i never clip it up, then it kips gettin into my eyes.. n i wore specs to school todae.. prissy sae i look so si1 wen2. venecia n jiayu sae i look professional.. haha.. which i agreed on. (e pro part)
deres quite a few tests cumin up. todae, chinese common test. tml, science test. thurs, geog. nxt week mondae, maths test.
v tiring sia.. stil got maths hw havent do..
muz go n study le. guai1 kid mahx... tatz e price to pay.. haiz..

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2005-06-14T02:12:00.000-07:00

hmm... so far e holidae's been good~~... juz came back after badminton... nice afternoon.. everithg's great todae.. havin a bbq tis comin thursdae.. a class gathering for e ex 6.9ners.. n another bbq tis sundae to celebrate fathers' day.. n another one next thursdae wiv my sec one frenz.. hmm.. 3 bbq in 2 weeks.. nice..

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2005-06-07T17:41:00.000-07:00

hmm... rite again now... currently chattin wiv jon, pris, yida... nth 2 do.. priss send me a song.. quite lame n funni..haha.. den i send it 2 yida..
later goin jog jog... slacked for like a week n 1 dae le... muz go jog in case e legs stop functionin... lolx... gettin lame here..-.-"